It is an awful feeling inside of me, knowing yet again I spend Christmas estranged from my family. So often I have prayed that God would me help find an answer to problem that has wedged itself between me and my beloved family.
How can I convince another person that I am not the enemy? What words should I use. A portion of my holiday cheer is flat. I continue to hold out hope, that the family person that started all of this could see how much better we are as an united front.
This is not how family is suppose to be. After all when the person that has been my best friend my whole life turns on me taking others' with her what am I to d? For what? Material things that did not belong to her in the first place. How much more can a person have than what they need to survive on?
I am sorry for the split that has occurred, but having said that, I will not be bullied even by a beloved family member especially when words are so cruelly twisted.
Separation, how is this working for any of us? There are six children in my family, there should be no sides to chose.
We are family, brothers and sister each one of us. Separation, how is this working for any of us, not at all.
All there is left to say, I pray for all of my siblings, that they have a blessed life, holiday and that life treats them far better than they are treating me.
Separation, I don't recommend it to anyone, especially family.
We are all of the same blood, we are family. God bless you all.
Happy hugs,
CJ
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